i'm totally not having enjoying my stay here in tampa. nothing bad per se -- just not having 'fun' ... as if i'm here on a vacation. fell asleep after i got to the hotel and woke up around 11:00pm or so. now i'm just W-I-D-E awake. sitting here just surfing the web and watching the jenny jones show. tonight's episode: TEENS TOO YOUNG FOR SEXY GEAR. it is just sooooooo common. i think every show she does has to do with makeovers or something. these little girls looking crazy trashy and now they just look like they walked out of the 'rave girl' store at the mall. awwwwww.

i was looking around today for a new toy. new palm pilot? a portable dvd player? an mp3 player??? hmmm. i forgot how it felt to be able to spend money. meanwhile -- i shouldn't be.