The start of this whole BLOG thing was just give a record of what happened in my daily life. A testament to a whole lot of nothing, yet important enough to document. I've come into my various moods and different levels on how involved I want to into this little *project*. Right about now I'm feeling a bit bursting with information. So here it goes....albeit disjointed and a bit *sketchy*... (what else is new?)

Not unlike most of my Monday mornings - I have spent most of this past Sunday night not sleeping from the night before. As a matter of fact, I have been *awake* for most, if not all, weekend. This is a fact. Was it self induced and/or prescribed? Yes. Am I hating it and wondering why I didn't call in sick today?? Oh yes! Could I have decided to not do any *shenanigans*? Most definitely yes!!! The reason why I bring this all up is because I wanted to stress how we are all responsible for our own actions. Forget the who's, what's, when's, where's and why's. It all boils down to I find myself doing ridiculous things like not sleeping and *thingz* because I put myself thru it on my own accord! I have no one to blame but for myself. As a result, I'm paying for it by coming to work tired and with huge, huge, HOOOJ bags under my eyes this Monday morning! Not a pretty sight, but, hey! I'm being responsible and owning up to it all by going to work like I should. This is an example of identifying a problem and trying to resolve it. TRYING, that is, being the key word. I have this penchant for acting up on weekends and suffering on the tail end of it simply exhausted all the time. Do I do anything to remedy the problem? Of course not! I'm right there ready, willing, and able to start it all over again by the time the weekend rolls around again. Am I a trooper or what? (There is a point to this story...)

(...to be continued another day)